Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Finding My creativity again...

Crafting is my passion.




I grew up with a Father who could make something out of nothing, or fix anything that was broken with a little bit of patience,some kind of tool and some adhesive.


My mom taught us all the possibilities of glitter and Elmer's glue. She made us dresses, she made us matching bows... My wardrobe up to the age of 7 or 8 was completely made by my Mom.




Crafting has always been my past-time. I love scrap booking (sooo expensive) or making favors.


I posted some pictures of a few recent projects below.








My Sisters Wedding Centerpieces



Constructed our of card stock... Boxes adorned with my coworkers Initial and filled with treats.



Bridal Shower gift for Erin, A basket of camping supplies.




Then there is my true passion.
Sugar, Flour and Piping bags.
My love for making cakes started one day when I wanted to make something fun, that I could give to my greatest friend at the time Hayley. I stopped at Michael's and when I walked down the cake isle, my eyes lit up. I just knew that this was what I wanted to do.
Cake making is a craft that you perfect with time. It also requires a lot of tools, a good oven, a better recipe and A LOT of patience. It can get semi expensive when you make everything from scratch, which is what I started doing (Except my first two cakes)





My Very First Cake for Hayley's 22nd Birthday
My Second Cake - 4th of July 2006
Birthday Cake for Susie who we nicknamed "Princess" 06'
Rob & Jen's Birthday Cake 07'
April's Bridal Shower Cake 07'
Also, this was my first time making fondant.
My Sister's Baby Shower Cake 09'
-Spray food colored stars and black dust make the cake a little dark looking.
It was "Potty like a Rock star" themed.
My Beautiful Baseball Playing Boyfriends Birthday Cake
2010
Icing a round object was the most difficult thing Ive ever done.
These are just a few of my Cake Creations.
Looking at these cakes makes me want to go home and make one after work :)
Thinking on it last night, I wish I could just quit my job and go to culinary school in Napa. I want to learn the art of baking and pastries. My dream is to own a bakery one day.
I just don't know if that can ever happen.
I feel like I would need to step out of my comfort zone and go for it, if I ever wanted it to happen... But how do you leave a full time job, when you have bills to pay? How to you really go chase your dream when you have responsibilities, and payments and credit cards and leases... Not forgetting no money in the bank. I was watching Oprah last night and she had a few people who had just chased their dreams and are now living their dream life, with their dream job. These people would just look into the camera and say "Just go for it! Chase your dreams!!" Um, Okay... Ill "Just go for it!" - If chasing my dreams means I may be without a roof over my head or without a car, and in major debt, I feel like its just not worth the risk?
What do you think? How far would you go to reach your dream? I know sitting at a desk from 8-5 is not what I was hoping to be doing at 26. Don't get me wrong, I'm very grateful for my job. I have incredible hours, benefits, counterparts. Not to mention a 401k and no micromanagement.
Should I just be mediocre? Do I just live with what I have and be happy with that?
*Sigh* Maybe Duff or the Cake Boss will read this, come knock on my door and take me away.
Until then, I think I better get back to work.





























Monday, August 9, 2010

If I die young.

"If I die young, bury me in satin... Lay me down in a bed of roses"

Each day we wake up and do our normal routines. One thing I don't incorporate into my routine is being thankful for each day that I do get to have.

Ive heard this song before, never really listened to the lyrics but always thought it was pretty.

Today I looked up the video, and had to share.

I don't want to forget what a blessing each day is. I know that its easy to get lost in the hustle and bustle of everyday life, a full time job, a commute... chores, finances... All those things that tend to get stressful. Then i think, I would never want my mother to have to bury me young. I'm going to be absolutely more grateful for each day, and maybe try to live a little less stressed. Life is a beautiful thing, and I am living another day of it. Thank goodness.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Not much to say today.

So I'll just make a funny face.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

My Nephew.

He's my perky little perfect Parker.





And his smile is the best birthday present ever.
Is it weird I want to just make out with him?
No tongue... Just lots and lots of kisses all over his face and belly?
Hes perfect, did I mention that?

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Let me tell you 'bout a man...


I'm pretty sure he is perfect for me.
Thru ups and downs, this is the first guy who I feel truly understands who I am as a person,
and if he doesn't, he makes sure he tries to.
I feel like an adult with him.
A girl with a purpose.
He is always concerned, would never turn his back and always has mine.
We have our ups and downs, but I treat the downs as learning experiences.
I'm pretty sure he is it for me, In hopes that I don't jinx us... I secretly wish that one day I will marry him, Because you know what? I'm okay with every quirk he has, he eats every meal I cook him with a satisfied smile, he really listens when I talk... And when he hugs me, my stress kinda goes away, just for those few moments.
I'm a happy girl.





Tuesday, July 27, 2010

My blog is a mess. Soon I will fix it. Then I will start blogging on a regular basis.

Kisses.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Family Photos

So I have the coolest family in the world. They are the group that keeps me grounded, makes me go crazy and always loves me for who I am. My mom's 50th birthday and Mothers day fall right around the same time, so this year we had to do something super special. I drove the 5 hours to her home, and my family & I surprised her with a special day of pampering. Ending with some family photos done by the amazing Jaclyn.




Mom & Randi






Mom & Me


Baby Parker & Sissy




My beautiful nephew Parker



Dad Parker & Momma




The Happy Family (Although you wouldn't be able to tell by baby's face)



Dad & Ran


Me (My parents have beautiful property)




The Family




Daddy & Daughters



He makes me smile




She has my heart <3





The Ladies




Right before this, i fell off the tree. It was awesome.
I Love my Family. I'm a lucky lucky girl.