Diamonds & Diapers

Seems like lately more than half the people I know are buying houses, getting married and having babies. Is it weird that now I'm starting to get the itch? More for marriage I guess than kids.

The whole marriage thing freaks me out on one hand, it's like signing a contract for one person for the rest of your life. Is that what I wanna do?

Um, Yeah... Kinda.

I always fantasized about the white dress, the flowers, the dance with my Dad.

Also, I fantasized about owning an Ice cream truck when I was 5. Not all fantasies come true.

Now being married is something I didn't start taking seriously beyond my colors and my cake flavor, until about a week ago. It is now that I'm feeling like I would really like to be "someones wife", and eventually "someones mother".

I know I would make a great wife. I hope I would make a great mother, and not try to rhinestone my child's arms and legs because I could... but nurture and help grow a beautiful human being... All with the help of my future husband of course.

Now the house? Probably not going to happen for me any time soon. I seem to always be broke, always be living from paycheck to paycheck, aside from stripping I am not sure how I could stack some cash, without the help of someone investing with me, and that would be a husband, not a sponsor. Sponsor's usually require special favors and I havent become that desperate yet.

We can revisit that in a year. Ahem. Kidding. Maybe.

I don't know if this is meant for me soon, but I hope it happens sooner than later.

My name is Kristie and I think I want to be married, and Im lucky to have that right.